Drifting

4:05PM

                            I am

so friends

only

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4:39PM

                                                                       :::MY SCHEDULE:::

Health Science 1

Analysis of Functions

Portfolio 1

American Govt Honors

English 4 Honors

Health Science 2

Allied Health Assist. 3

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11:27PM - Taken from Sara...cause I commented.

If you comment...
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal so you can do the same for other people.

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12:45AM

                                                          PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN:
                                                                  DEAD MAN'S CHEST....

Is the most awesome movie ever.  I'm in love with it.  It was spectacular, though not for those that wish a happy ending.  However, I am quite happy that Elizabeth seems to be a step away from entering the boiling hot cauldren.  I never did like her.   All of you should see it that haven't!

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2:49PM - My froggie's depressed cause he's bored. Very bored.

           Happy Fourth of July!


I just finished watching the lift off for the Space shuttle.  Yay for a successful launch.

Haven't been doing much lately...  Went to my grandparents yesterday for mum's bday then three banks to deposit two checks and Blockbuster to rent some movies.  Unfortunately they didn't have Annapolis, maybe they will tomorrow.

So what's everyone doing today/tonight?  Or maybe it'll be yesterday/last night by the time you read it...

Amber - have fun in Penn!  I'll miss you.  Lots of pictures and have fun at the Ren. Faires!

Riddle....cause I'm bored:

A box without hinges, key, or lid,
Yet golden treasure inside is hid.

Anyone know what it is?

PS: If anyone else is bored we should all get together and do something FUN cause it's already JULY and we go back AUGUST.  I can't believe summer went by so fast.  So I propose:  Bowling, movies, gameworks, iceskating, boomers?, somewhere?  Just getting together at someone's house to watch movies/hang out?  Swimming?  I dunno.  Let me know what you think, k?

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7:30PM - BOrED

You can tell that summer has hit.  Everywhere I look there are quizzes, quizzes, quizzes.  ::sigh::

Anyway...I'm officially bored and have not seen/heard from anyone in days.  Beside Amber of course.  So I think we should all plan a day and DO something TOGETHER.  Movies, Gameworks, hanging out...hell, even the beach or ice skating!  We should do something otherwise this'll be a fairly boring summer.  Any ideas anyone?

On a completely different note....I just finished one of the saddest episodes of M.A.S.H an hour ago.  RIP Henry Blake.  ::sniffle::

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1:51PM - ::laughs maniacally:: I don't think this fits exactly...

Does it?

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8:28PM

Quizzes...sorry people. Anyway, I took the same one twice cause like...there were two answers I could've put for one question.

First time:

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes

Yay Scott! Lol...uhm yeah..

Second time:

You Are Rogue

You're reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal. You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can't control. Powers: absorbing other people's memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touch

Woo-hoo! Rogue!

Now those are two very interesting characters to get. Heh. Oh well, I like them both. Cyclops and Rogue are awesome, I would've died if I got Wolverine though. No Logan for me. Nope.

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5:06PM

For all those who actually read this thing [I've had my doubts] dun dun dun...:

At 11:32 this morning [May 3rd] my nephew, Phillip Robert was born.  He weighs seven pounds and twelve ounces if I remember correctly, and is nineteen and-a-quarter inches long.  

Unfortunately Darlyn's mom is a complete control-freak and wouldn't let my mom or I anywhere near the baby or the room for that matter.  ::growls::  So we left before he even opened his eyes.  But he's here and soooo cute!   The McDonald's at the hospital where we ate was horrid.  Messed up my order THREE times.  I was ready to kill them... [That was the random sentence of the entry]  I can't wait till I can get a picture of him.  We're going back tonight after I get my award [yay] so hopefully she'll be gone.  Otherwise....it'll get ugly since dad'll be there.

On other news....dad = doing much better.  Will see a cardiovascular specialist sometime in the next week I believe.  Lucky = as annoying as ever.  Me = getting a cold.  Grr....  I hate being sick.  Maybe I should live in a plastic bubble....::ponders thought::

Also.....continuations of my story [which a few of you have read] will be posted on my new lj [Amber, I'll email it to you if you want?] sometime this week.  Cause....I don't have time to do it right now cause I need to shower and get ready for the stupid ceremony that'll take HOURS! -___-v

Tristan and Isolde is great.
Halflight is love.
I want it to be summer vacation NOW.

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8:33PM

Life sucks 
If it's not me in the hospital
It's my dad.

Forgive me if I seem out of it tomorrow.

(5 Falling | Stars)

7:09PM

Hospitals are fun.

That said, nothing much has been going on.  I started writing a new story because the dreams won't stop.  ::twitch::  Been watching DVDs and x files.  Not much else.  Trying to get mum to let me go to the movies.  Not happening anytime soon.  ::groan::  Still wait-and-see about school next week.  I'm not complaining though.  I wouldn't mind missing the rest of the year.  There's already a 75% chance of me flunking, why not make it a 100?  What really pisses me off though is the only reason I went to SPHS this year was because of the Hawaii trip.  Now I can't go, so it was a wasted year because I doubt mum'll let me transfer for my last year.  ARGH!  ::pulls hair::  Oh well.

I'm tired and my arm hurts.  I'll talk to you later I guess.  Hope everyone's having a better break than me lol.

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12:50PM - Happy April Fools!

Quick update....
Well, I got BOTH lab results back yesterday (woot).  Dr. Khan's showed high levels of alkaline in my blood stream, which is basically poison.  Yay....I'm poisonous.  ::rolls eyes::  Dr. Reid's showed that I'm kinda alright.  More bedrest.  Staying three feet away from people.  No school/crowds till at least April 18th.  And no SAT.  Joy of joys.  That is my life.  What's up with yours?

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11:33AM

Since I know your all dying to know what's going on in my life, and since this is really the only way I can feel like I'm communicating with anyone.....

I had more blood drawn yesterday because the sample they took Monday was screwed up by the woman who took it.  At least this time it was from a different arm, unfortunately now, I have bruises on both arms.  Ugh.  After the doctor's office we stopped at Publix to get my dad bread and mom had me come in with her for some strange reason.  I think she wanted me to have "fresh air" or something.  However fresh a parking lot and Publix air can be.  Anyway, this lady in line behind us kept looking at me (more specifically my arms) so that was really annoying.  Like I don't feel like a druggie already (even though they've been taking blood out, not pumping meds in).  So that was really fun.

I rented Domino which was pretty good, even though it looked like the camera was on acid when it was filmed.  But it was entertaining, if a bit bloody.  In some weird way it reminded me of The Devil's Rejects.  I must be ill.  I also rented Dreamer and it was cute I guess.  Some funny parts, some not so happy parts.  Overall, it was about an 8 out of 10.  Bought Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire: Special Edition and watched that with mom.  Good of course but so much missing.  Still have to watch the deleted scenes and crap.  Maybe I'll do that today......

Last night when I called Rae to double check on some things I was told that she was at "a play" which triggered in my mind "oh yeah, Oaklahoma".  So that presents a new problem.  That stupid play.  I already have my ticket and I don't want to have wasted $5 so I need to figure out how to get there.  Mom doesn't want me anywhere near school until we get the lab results back from the doctor's and the specialist.  Have any of you seen the play yet? 

Another issue that has occurred is I might not be going to Hawaii during Spring Break as intentionally planned.  Mom talked it over with Dr. Reid, the specialist, and he pretty much freaked.  Come to think of it, he pretty much freaked when she said I was to go back to school Monday.  He says I shouldn't and blah blah blah.  Mom's not happy cause the trip's paid off already.  But planes + me the way I am = bad news.  Add in hiking and I'm a goner.  I'm trying to convince mom to let me go anyway, if I get sick I'll just have my aunt come or send someone for me.  Tahiti's a lot closer to Hawaii than Florida is....

Yeah, so I might not be in school this upcoming week either.  At the moment it's heads-or-tails on whether I'll return anytime soon.  Heh....great.  I really don't need this now.

So please, I'm dying here, let me know what's going on in your lives!!!!!!  I know Sara's gone on her cruise, but no clue with the rest of you.

(12 Falling | Stars)

2:25PM

I officially hate doctor's offices.  More precisely, blood work.  How many times do they really need to prick me with those stupid needles!!!!  As you've all probably realized, I'm pretty sick since I won't be in school again until at least next Monday.  Bleck.  It's more of a nuisance than anything else.  

However, since last Thursday....I have rented and watched five videos: Must Love Dogs - Kinda boring but okay.  Stealth - Started off slow but it got pretty good.  Poor Edi.  Walk The Line - Awsome lol.  But if you don't like country and/or singing don't watch it.  Herbie Fully Loaded - Cute.  Really got it cause mom was pushing for a comedy but it was pretty funny...  And lasst but not least Mindhunters - Awsome, really.  Very twisty-turny and thriller-ish.  Unfortunately the copy Blockbuster gave me was messed up and skipped a few times in the middle but it was still really good.

I was also banished from Darlyn's baby shower yesterday, not to mention Faire.  Which really sucks.  The baby shower more than Faire because I KNOW I never would've survived Faire.  I'd have died an hour in, especially if it was hot/sunny.  Mom withdrew herself from the baby shower as well cause she's afraid that she's now fallen ill as well.  Joy of all joys.  Anyway, Darlyn stopped by last night (to Mom's distress) with the Nerdlets (I can't believe her) and I was locked in my room (not literally cause the door was still open) and she dropped off cake and party favors.  Yay.

My next doctor's appointment was supposed to be this Thursday, however apparently my lab results came in "bad" so we had to go in this morning.  Heh.  Outcome really isn't all that pleasing.  ::wince::  So now they took MORE blood (my arm is permanently bruised) and I'll have those results Wednesday/Thursday.  If they come back the same, I have to see a specialist.  ::groan::

So that's my life so far.  How's everything going with you guys?  Rae's bringing me my work so like...if anyone (Amber, Sara) can get my work from Casserly and give it to her, that'd be really nice.  How was the last weekend of Faire?

(11 Falling | Stars)

8:18PM

After hours of searching and fighting with lj.......I finally managed to er...conquer it.  

Have a new layout, check it out and tell me how you like it?

(6 Falling | Stars)

7:26PM - Read My Mind...if you dare...If You Can...

Do you think you can read my mind? - From Go-Quiz.com
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is completely insane at times.	alice15batman_is_coolrenayumieevee01endless_crimsonph03nix7celtic_girl88star_summit
knows almost everything about my life.	alice15batman_is_coolrenayumieevee01endless_crimsonph03nix7celtic_girl88star_summit
will form a coup d'ete and rule the world.	alice15batman_is_coolrenayumieevee01endless_crimsonph03nix7celtic_girl88star_summit
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5:21PM

So bored. 
So tired.
Such a blah day.

Woke up around nine this morning and went to ask mom if we were going to go to my grandparents or not.  She was like "Oh...call them and see if they're busy" so I did and they weren't.  And we went.  Was forced to drive all the way there.  Dad complained about my braking, mom said I did good.  Parents argued the entire way there.  Blah.  And treated me like I was five and had no clue what I was doing.  Mom finally got the hint though and shut up about reminding me every five minutes to do something or the other. 

Blasted RENT the entire way there.

Got there and there was a huge argument about lunch.  As always.  We went to Denny's eventually and the service sucked and the food was horrid.  And I usually like Denny's.  But they were understaffed...oh well.  Whatever.

G-rents got dad a marble strategy game and 3-D tic-tac-toe for his birthday.  I played around with them and no one played with me after an hour.  Not my fault I'm the kind of person who draws out their demise slowly and then conquers quickly.  ::shrug::  Whatever.

Friday I went home with Rae.  We went to go see Tristan & Isolde.  I thought we were gonna go right after Sarah got out of school, but the earliest showing after 4:30 (when her bus arrives) was at 7:35.  So we went and visited Jon (he should've been home sleeping) and then went on to Sawgrass where Daniel got his game or whatever.  Ate dinner, then went to the movie.  Good movie, really sad though.  I liked it alot, can't wait till it comes out on video...

Saturday I slept in until about.....twelve.  Then I called Annie.  Haven't talked to her in ages.  So I was really happy that she answered and we talked for about two hours.  I'm really hoping that she'll be able to come down President's weekend....

Went into the kitchen, turned on t.v.  Crimson Tide was playing so I told dad and he and I watched it.  I love that movie.  And he really liked it too.  So I was all happy and junk.  Then we got ready cause we were gonna go to the Melting Pot.  Unfortunately, we found out that we needed to make reservations.  So we went to 84 Diner instead.  That was...interesting....  But our waitor was really funny so that made up for it.

I'm bored now though.  And sooooooo screwed when report cards come out.  I just want to go out and do something.  Strangely I'm in the mood to either go ice skating or dancing....  ::twitch twitch::  I do not even claim to attempt to know anything about the workings of my brain.  But I now know how to count to nine in German.  So I'm all happy.  ::grin::  And how to say a few things in Italian.  I heart my dad.  lol.

So uhm...yeah.  That is my boring life.  Why'd you all read it again?

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4:13PM - Heh....

You scored as Roger. You are Roger Davis. A young musician who is struggling to find his one song glory before he dies. </td> Roger 70% Angel 55% Mimi 55% Maureen 50% Mark 45% Benny 40% Collins 40% Joanne 25% Which RENT Character are you?? (Awesome Pixs!) created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as One Song, Glory. Your "One Song, Glory"... You love music and live for it... You believe you need to make an impact on the world before you leave it! </td> One Song, Glory 80% Another Day 75% Contact 65% La Vie Boheme 65% I'll Cover You 60% Out Tonight 55% Which Rent Song Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

(8 Falling | Stars)

5:04PM

Wine and Beer...

Gods.  I hate my mother.

No.  I despise her.

No.  I loathe her.

I don't know what I feel about her.  But people wonder where I get my tongue from?  It's definitely from her.  She can make me so fucking mad and there's not a damn thing I can do about it.  Not a damn fucking thing. 

Shit.  Shit.  Shit.

I almost told her....so close...but her eyes...they stopped me.  They made me second guess.  Made me wonder, made me think about her words, question myself.  But I won't do that again.  Because I know I'm right.  And I don't care what she says.  I don't.

Maybe if I keep saying that it'll be true.
Mind over matter, right?

It was my fault we got into the argument.  I made her listen to One Song Glory and I knew it would be a mistake.  But it's a good song.  It's....calming.  To me at least.

That didn't make one fucking ounce of a difference to her though.  She got to school late, so I tried to be...nice, friendly, amiable.  Asked about traffic and she complained about the school zones.  Then she asked about Phipps's review and I said I hadn't gone and we got into a mini-argument over it.

That should've been my warning sign.  I should've backed off, but I had her listen to the song, then asked her opinion of it.  And she lashed out at me.  God...I feel like shit.  Worse than shit.  Like shit that was just run over by an 18-wheeler, then a firetruck. 

I resolved not to let her affect me.  I don't care what she said.  I had to defend my views.  And if I view homosexuality as okay, then I don't see why I can't say it.  That's when she launched off on complaints about "liberal school polluting [my] brain" and "planting thoughts about unnatural things in [my] head". 

This trip's gonna be a fucking blast.  A real wrist-slitter.  Especially...::closes mind::  I won't think about it.  I'm going to have fun this weekend whether it kills me or not.  Which it just might..

What hurt the worse I think, was the fact that she told me that if I ever became gay, she'd never accept me.  I mean, me, her own daughter.  I guess water's thicker than blood after all. 

Dog's barking.

I have a million and one things to do tonight.  And they're the farthest things from my mind.  I could care less right now.  All I want to do is curl up and cry.  Call Marina.  Yeah...I want to, need to, talk to her.  But I can't, I won't.  I can't turn to her every time mother says something that upsets me.  It's not fair.  She's busy.  She doesn't need my problems on top of hers.

So yeah...basically...what I'm saying is, I should just give up now.  Should just throw it all away.  Because really, what's so important about my life right now?  What do I have to live for?  Nothing.  Nothing jumps to my mind except a promise I made Rina along time ago.  Vaguely, in the back of my subconcious, I know I should probably see someone professional about this, because it can't be healthy.  But mother disproves of them as well. 

Damned if I do.

Damned if I don't.

Good bye world, I'll face you tomorrow..

Life is full of potholes...it only makes sense that I fall in everyone.

(6 Falling | Stars)

7:54PM

Okay, blah. Since I don't know who knows and who doesn't....here it is:

You are all invited to my house tomorrow night to celebrate New Years!

There will be:

• roasting marshmallows
• roasting chestnuts
• hot chocolate
• other junk
• bon fire
• and the burning of the American flag!  WOOT!

Lol.  So that's it.  I'm guessing you all should get here around 7 or 8 unless you want to meet my dysfunctional family which will be stopping by sometime in the afternoon.  Heh.

But pleeeeaaaaaaase let me know if you can come.  Okay? 

Thanks.

And I hope you all have a great New Years if I don't see you and just think...school starts on Monday!  ::shudder::

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